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Tuesday, December 6, 2011

pseudopants

bismillah,

hehe penah dgr pasal pseudopants? tak penah? legging mesti penah kan? haha, meh tgk video ni.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEvi5fLYadY&sns=fb

se-open minded mana omputih pun, diorg tau legging tu bukan seluar. org melayu yg terkenal ngan kesopan-santunan, tatasusilanya, keterpeliharaannya bla bla (mls nk puji lebih), tak paham2 jugak. haha. (tp bukan semua la kan :) )

personally, i think it's VERY not suitable for a muslimah to wear leggings as a pants. kalau nk buat seluar dlm baju kurung tak pe la gak.

kat jordan ni, berlambak org arab pakai leggings time winter. tak paham gak tu. org melayu jangan nk duk ikut lak. kena pesan kt org melayu ni, tgk org arab pakai sanggul unta tu, dia pun nk pakai jugak. arab tu bukannye semua betul pun. diorg pn ikut je western tu, bajet cool la. zzz. tido la wei. haha. kbye.

p/s: tahukah anda, budaya sanggul unta adalah budaya masyarakat jahiliah? habis tu kenapa ikut? =/




Thursday, December 1, 2011

klinik surgery

bismillah.

hari ni exam. hari ni tak cukup tido=.=. hari ni klinik oral surgery.

hari ni patutnya turn sy dpt patient, tp ade dua org je patient, so ktorg tak buat pape la. tgk org lain buat keje. at the same time dlm clinic tu, ada la duktur2 imtiyaz (dr intern) buat teeth extraction jugak. and diorg biasanya akan handle case yg kitorg takleh buat lagi.

cam tadi, kes dua org dr imtiyaz pmpn ni, ade sorg budak, lingkungan 15-16 tahun kot..ade problem ngan lateral incisor dia. dua2 lower lateral incisor dia tumbuh bertindih ngan lower central incisor dia. and the lingual part of both lateral incisors are facing labially. cool kot.

budak tu muka dia cam cuak sikit. sebelum procedure dia start, dia duk tengok sekeliling. i could see that he was coming alone, dgn beg sekolahnya dia letak atas lantai tepi dental chair. dia orang yg hidup sederhana je. ade kesan traumatic kt occipital protuberance dia. i wonder what kind of life does this kid lives in.

masa dr imtiyaz tengah tenyeh2 gusi dia (detachment) untuk keluarkan gigi2 tu, muka dia tabah gle. (memang la tak sakit sebab da bius). tp force that the dr applied on his mandible tu, kuat jugak rasanya. (oh lupe nak cakap, oral surgery clinic mmg ganas sikit).

lebih kurang camni la keadaannya bila ktorg cabutkan gigi.
lepas habis procedure dia, dia pun amik beg dia balik, pastu sy ngan ghaida (kwn arab), tgk dia, and ktorg pandang each other.

"seeing him coming to the clinic alone, to extract TWO teeth, he is one brave boy.. i feel like i wanna cry, if i'm in his place, i want my mom to be with me"...... (sume ni ghaida ckp)

haha, bila tengok budak tu, terus teringat adik sy kt umah, si hud tu......tak tau nape, tibe2 rs sebak and ayaq mata mengaliaq (tp sikit je!! seryes sikit=.=!!!)...haha like daaaaaaa...! terus excuse g toilet, tgk2 ade budak arab tgh nangis gak, tp sebab exam=.=..haha=.=

hmm the reason why i cried was, too sebak thinking of...

terbayang if ktorg tpaksa hidup tanpa parents nnt (naudzubillah-i cant imagine it T.T..if i imagine it right now, i will cry T.T).........

kena berdikari, kena jaga adik2..and im as the eldest child, should take care of them. fulfil all their needs, hak sbg ahli keluarga, hak agama dan tarbiyah diorg, hak kasih sayang, hak ilmu, etc...

i know im not that good kakak yet, but im trying to be. well at least, before i get married, i want my little brothers to feel like they have the best sister in the world..

*insaf utk 5 saat*

i think this is why my mom doesnt want me to get married early. hehe kakak pun tak ready la  maaa :P

eh back to the story. ms kuar toilet tu, tiba2 nmpk budak td tu. laaaaa....dia dtg ngan kakak dia ke? haha ye ye je sian kat budak tu dtg sorg2 :P....pasni tak leh emo sgt ye nblh..kali ni exception, tanda2 bulan nk dtg lah tuuu..haha kbye!


dari kaca mata budak tu, maybe? hehe