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Sunday, March 21, 2010

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Friday, March 19, 2010

elyoum intikhobat

bismiLLah.
ok. as my title entitled, im gonna tell u guys what happened today.
elyoum intikhobat- the election day.

hmm..should i write about this or not=.=....hmm..ok, no big deal i guess.
 
so today, my university had its election day. and as usual, they spread out fliers, chocolates, flowers, and i dont know, a muffler or something like that, written their kutlah's name and faculty on it.

i wasnt really excited on having the muffler cz i've already got it last year. so this year i was looking forward for chocolates. =D (they got teddy bears to give away for this year!! but i didnt get one=.=)
 
 
so let me put it this way, this year's election was suck. why?  because they play it dirty by barring like half of the malaysian from voting. they said that our sponsor haven't paid the semester fees, so our name wasn't on the list (for voting). but im pretty sure the government has paid the fees=.=

im not sure who shall i put the blame on (tipu! she's pretending to not knowing=.=!)but what i know, they got a very lousy system which is very unfair.

i had my time wasted going there, looking and waiting for the d**n (who always breaking himself, i mean like, come on, it's intikhobat day, you should sit in ur office DURING your office hour. you really make me mad!), the people showing really bad attitudes (i dont know which mentality you guys owned. but it sucks ok. esp the part where you guys made a line, not letting some of us to vote.), and i see nothing today but injustice!

and for the party who i dont vote for, next time, you guys should learn from the party that im voting for.
the people from my party make an ukhuwwah with us. they always lend us hands, they hi at us even though we dont really know each other, and we pray jamaah in the musolla etc.

but you guys? you guys suddenly pop out in front of us during the election day, laughed at us in the toilet (the girls of course. gth ladies~), and instead of smiling, you guys talk bad about us. like i dont understand your language, daa~~

uhuh. sounds very emo huh? i've told myself i shouldnt be writing this post. cz it will turn out very emo-tically!
excuse me if there's any impropriate in my words. im a human and i have anger. sometimes i could control it and sometimes i just let it out.

ok done for today. i shall be continuing my studies.
my next exam is on 22nd then 23rd. pathophysiology +head and neck anatomy respectively. do pray for my success. thanks!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

what a day!

bismiLLah..

my fast updates:
  • nenek alang has just passed away yesterday. may Allah bless her soul. and if you guys got some time, pls recite al-fatihah or a yaasin for her. thx =)
  • i had a very bad day also yesterday. i had my tamhidi exam for tajwid. and i guess i'm doomed. 
  • when u need someone to lay ur head off, u suddenly realize that he/she is not there anymore. how would it feels? 

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

dunk when u down

when something goes wrong..
when you're feelin down..

twist it..?? lick it...?! and dunk!!
(cubaan meniru iklan oreo, ok fine=.=..there's no twist n lick in chocolate chip cookies=.=")

cookies and milk. a very great combination. my most top favorite. 
what else can cheer me up else than this ;)
sehhatennn!! :D
(it's like, eat well, in arabic)

Monday, March 1, 2010

hijab celebration?

bismiLLah.
korang penah dengar cerita org tak pakai tudung tiba2 pakai tudung? well, tell me, how do the local people react?

"oh hipokrit gle minah tu!"
"ala, dia pakai kejap je tu. nanti2 bukak la tu.."
"dia pakai sb dia ada bad hair day kot..haha"

that's how a typical malay thinks i guess.

su-u zon betul korang kalau fikir camtu. mana korang tau dia pakai tudung sebab apa kan? suddenly you come out from nowhere making some stupid assumption, without even knowing that person deeply.
yes, tak dinafikan, sy dulu pun su-u zon camtu gak. oh sy memang teruk=.= but i've learned my lesson.

KISAH DI JORDAN
sy ada kenal sorang budak arab ni. dia cantik sangat, serious cantik. (pd mata sy la). n sy mati2 ingat dia ni kristian. dia dulu sekolah kat USA, bukan jordan.
so nak katenye kat sini, bukak sem baru ni, sy terselisih ngan dia masa first day. i saw her wearing hijab. mmg cam terkejut gle la kan. ape kes dia ni? bad hair day ke? jahat kan pk camni T_T
dgn tak puas hatinya, sy pn tgk profile dia kat facebook,

religion: muslim-sunni

terdiam sy tengok. feeling unbelievable.

then ada la satu hari ni, kawan2 arab ajak kitorg celebrate dua orang budak duf'ah (fakulti) ktorg, celebrating them for wearing hijab. kali ni memang sy yakin dah, she's a muslim. alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah =D

hati ni rasa macam, ya Allah..bersyukurnya tengok ade kawan yg dapat hidayah-Mu ya Allah..rasa sebak je..tapi happy sangat..

JORDAN DAN MALAYSIA
then tiba2 terfikir, budaya arab yg islam ni, comel nye. celebrate org pakai hijab. sy compare ngan malaysia, bila org pakai hijab, lagi dicemuh, lg di pressure kan. budak2 habis skolah, masuk universiti, berlumba2 tanggal tudung, pakai seksi2. ape cerita, sisters?? 

  didik si kecil utk bertudung =)

kan bagus kalau budaya celebrate mcm ni (even benda yg remeh) dimulakan dkat malaysia. tak tahu la kot dah ada kan, tapi ape yg penting, if ade kawan2 yg baru mula pakai tudung, kita patutnya bagi smgt kat diorg, biar thabat (tetap) hati dia dalam jalan yg dia pilih ni. (kalau awak br start pakai tudung, bg tau sy, sy nk celebrate! xD )

AWAK PAKAI HIJAB UNTUK SIAPA?
kita pakai hijab kerana Allah. kita pakai hijab utk menjaga aurat. yang bestnya, at the end, semua benefits dia akan datang kat kita balik. tak percaya? cubala dlu..

MASALAHNYE...
bukan la bila da pakai hijab tu, dipadankan plak dgn baby tee. omg, sungguh tak manis ye sisters sekalian. takpun, pakai hijab, tp seluar skinny jeans dan seangkatan dgnnya.

ketahuilah sisters, menutup aurat bukan sekadar memakai tudung, tapi menutup dada, menidaknampakkan tubuh.

dalam Al-Quran pn, Allah da berfirman:
O Prophet! Tell thy wives and thy daughters and the women of the believers to draw their cloaks close round them (when they go abroad). That will be better, so that they may be recognised and not annoyed. Allah is ever Forgiving, Merciful. (Al-Ahzab:59)
dalam ayat atas ni, Allah da pesan, pakai la pakaian yg menutup aurat, supaya kita ni senang dikenali sebagai muslimah (ala2 dresscode kita la) dan supaya kita tak diganggu. diganggu?mksdnya? haa..korg tau tak, satu masa dlu, Islam sangat agung smpaikan takde sape berani nk kacau muslimat kita.

ada satu cerita ni, tak igt plak zaman sape, Umar Al-Khattab kot? tp yg penting, masa tu ada sorang muslimah ni diganggu oleh org kafir, pemerintah ms tu terus perintahkan seangkatan tentera utk perangi kafir yang kacau muslimah tadi. betapa tingginya darjat seorg muslimah pd zaman tu. takde sape berani kacau. best kan? berbeza btl dgn zaman sekarang..huhu

 
kalau awk tgk lolipop ni. mane yg awk nk? mesti la yg berbalut kan? camtu la gak analoginya hijab =)


AWAK TAK PAKAI TUDUNG?
takpe, jangan risau..masih belum terlambat utk berubah. selagi nyawa dikandung badan, ecey..haha, peluang tu masih ada. 

ORG KATA PAKAI TUDUNG TU TAK WAJIB. BTL KE?
ha yg ni sy ade terbaca dkat blog sorang kawan ni. dia kata pakai tudung tak wajib, tp menutup aurat itu wajib. so maksudnya? ikut la, awak nak pakai ape pun, aslkan dia menutup aurat dgn smpurna (fokus di kepala: tak menampakkan leher, melepasi paras dada, tidak menampakkan sanggul spt bonggol unta etc), itu pun dah ckup =)

SY NAK PAKAI TUDUNG, TP SY RASA CAM TAK LAYAK..TAK SAMPAI SERU LG KOT..
jgn la pk camtu sister, kadang2 kebaikan tu bermula dgn hipokrit. tu bg sy la. mula2 mmg rs hipokrit, tp bila dah lama2, da faham apa tujuan sebenar kita menutup aurat, insya allah perasaan hipokrit tu boleh jadi ikhlas. ape org nk cakap tu, biarkan je. fahamkan mereka spt mana awk faham kenapa kena tutup aurat. terdiam la diorg tu nnt. hehe.

so ape2 pun, semoga anda dpt manfaat walaupun sekecil zarah dr post sy kali ni. setiap peraturan yg Allah tetapkan tu, ada hikmah nya. tinggal kita je, nk dptkan ke tak hikmah tu. =)